Baaa...

Everyone is doing it. I'm bored at work. So here it is.
3 things meme:

THREE JOBS I HAVE HAD IN MY LIFE:
Legal Clerk
Sex Tips Columnist
Fish Shop girl

THREE PLACES I HAVE LIVED:
Newtown
Mermaid Waters
North Tumbulgum

THREE SHOWS THAT I WATCH:
The news
Spicks & Specks
Scrapheap Challenge

THREE PLACES I HAVE BEEN:
Underground
Underwater
Inside your head

THREE PLACES I HAVE BEEN THIS LAST WEEK:
My desk at work
The Hospital
Sydney Park

THREE PEOPLE WHO EMAIL ME REGULARLY:
My Ma
Ms S
My Boss

THREE OF MY FAVORITE FOODS:
Broccoli
Coffee (it SO is a food!)
Macadamia nuts

THREE PLACES I'D RATHER BE RIGHT NOW:
Coogee Women’s Baths
Wrapped up in someone’s arms
On a dancefloor

THREE THINGS I AM HOPING FOR IN THE NEXT YEAR:
Bravery
Freedom
Safety

Cracked.

Some days I really feel like a shell of a person.
Not doing things 'right'. Not trying hard enough. Not being as smart or strong as I should.
I forget things too much. I get so much wrong.
No good.

trifling update

Well, here we are.
It’s been a full on few weeks. And in 2 days time I’ll have a weeks’ holiday, which is a beautiful thing to behold.
Oh to have a little breathing space in my life.
After yesterday's tears, this morning was quite good. Zen-dog and I went for a wonderful walk around Sydney Park. Well, I walked and she did doughnuts around me like a crazy thing! *laughs*
It’s lifted my mood a little, but anything is better than yesterday. Oh that was an ugly day. (Yes, yes, Obama won, ‘tis brilliant, sure. I gave me a moment to sigh with relief, but it didn’t have any bearing my immediate mental state yeah).
I’m thinking that my bad head might have a little to do with my body adjusting to the different fuel I’m giving it at the moment. After all, it’s been about 5 days now since I’ve eaten any sugar.
Yes. You heard correctly. Miss sugar-addiction has stopped. Cold turkey pretty much. I’ve still had a serve or two of fruit each day, or a glass of milk (cow/soy/rice) here and there. But no sugar. Even when I came into work to find my colleague had gifted me a bar of 70% dark lindt choc I still didn’t!
Here’s hoping things only get better from here.