All grown up.

Amongst the 'Big Things' I do at work, like running training courses and managing budgets, I still find myself mixing up glue for papier mache and cutting out display materials.
I have these push-me-pull-you forces exerting themselves.
I feel like a competent adult.
Then I feel like a kid playing pretend.

Sometimes I get confused and act like a kid when people are expecting me to talk confidently about grant applications and collection development.
Am frocking up and heading across the north shore to be a guest speaker at another library tomorrow.
Really hope I don't cock it up completely.

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In other news:
Happy Birthday Mr M!
I love you, my dirty old man.
*blows kiss*